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yearning

-noun
1. deep longing especially when accompanied by tenderness or sadness.
2. an instance of such longing.

-synonyms
1. see desire

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1:41 AM

My tired, mascara smeared eyes
Underneath my lazily disheveled mass of hair that sits on top of my head like a bowler hat.
Like a certain Mr. Fudge once wore. My mind is weary and sporadic.
Empty headphones rest in my ears with traces of such "folk" and "indie pop" still ringing.
Genres awkwardly assigned.
My sheets are a mess as I have not been able to get comfortable for days.
Clumsy thoughts ache through me.
Irrational attraction overpowers my better judgement. Consumes my rationality.
The hunger for reciprocated thoughts gnaws at my insecurities.

I'm dramatic.